eh. -_- ayiah idk how many times i’ve like blogged about this.. but yes. i have. im not proud of it. but i dont anymore. but i’ve smoked weed. i’ve smoked salvia. i’ve smoked cigarettes. i’ve popped ecstasy. i’ve popped speed. i’ve popped pills laced with coke and meth. i’ve drank. ive done hookah. -_- looking back i used to think i was the sh*t for doing all this. now i just laugh at how stupid i was, and how i looked doing it. But i’m glad i started at a young age when things didn’t matter as much, and got over all of it at a time when my life decisions DID begin to matter. &i thank God my boyfriend for being that motivation. Just start a new hype and be above the influence. its easier.